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Was Blog hopping, And i came across something which totally inspired me to write this.

XOXO.

too small cant read:). Let me type it out.

I'm Sorry BUT:
o You have been a total ass.
o You've wrong
o You provoked me
o I didnt mean it
o I am childish
o You need help ( I swear!)
o You amuse me
o I was having a bad day
o You have this attractive fault aura
o I may be PMS-ing
o You entertain me (ALOT!)
o You're annoying
o You have great friends
o I am a total bitch
o It was raining
o Its just YOU!
o I just cant help myself
o You bring JOY!
o You are a stalker
o You are sick
o I am pissed off
o I am astonished ( Beyond words)
o I love it ! <3
o I love myself
o I am just some demanding selfish bastard.

fang!

Its a thursday! Red camp is offically over. HOORAY!
It was fun yet tiring. :) I must say all the food given during Red camp has surely helped in my flow out of money. Thanks to the overwhelming number of people's burday presents. Well lets hope Saturday and Sunday will be worth after working. :) money! KEEEEE- ching. :D I am totally money minded luh. Crap.

Thursday Blues! It rained, and funny, weird and unhappy things happen one after another AMAZING. At least i am done with my illustrator, not forgetting the fact that it crashed 6 times? but its over, AMEN.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.

 photo booth is really a good tool to reduce boredom :). Its like the fourth Lina and I spammed Photobooth. :)
 

Digital Audio Video class was interesting today i guess. HAHA filming to be an interview and forgetting my lines time and time again. DAMN LOSER. Practically thats all for lessons. 3 more days to lessons to be all over for the week. HAHAA i have a 4 days study week :) HOW MARVELLOUS!

After that i met DARRENN NEO!  so i decided to join him and RONG RONG! hahaha. And we were practically looking at girls on FB again. seriously, i always girl watch with guys. HAHAH so super interesting eh. HAHAHA. soon after we finally headed for food. Practically was dying without food, but amazingly when i stepped into makan place i didnt feel like eating. HAHAH weird. 

NEXT!  fang should seriously take a chill pill and chillax. OMG! she is seriously becoming retardedly retarded. some of you will know why. OH NO! anyway besides that 4 more drawings to be done :D  and no more assignments. The heart wrenching assignment by susie will be out tomorrow on designing. eheeheee. i await it and to shoot her to prevent her from giving me a C, and saying that the instructions were clearly stated  on the project brief when its not. wish me luck for 3DD, not more Cs, only a B or A. i pray hard! 

I shall find something to do, maybe my constructive spamming of hongkong dramas :D. its the best way to past time :D 

fang!

 Back from wedding at Saint Andrews Church and dinner at Ritz, while i was like the smallest at the table at dinner. 
Its either they are talking about work or not its about kids. :D woots, i felt so part of it  HAHAHA. joke. Well was totally thinking about my future wedding like i always do. HAHHA well i must save this wedding is the best and cutest gift i ever gotten. Then like FRUIT CAKE? HAHA. 

pretty coaster i must say :D

SUPER AODRABLE !!!

Took a polaroid photo with my brudder! And guess what i fell in love with polaroids.

I THINK I NEED ONE DESPERATELY. but its a want, i guess that shall wait like my never ending WANT for a MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY. HAHAA. 


SERIOUSLY, i got to start SAVING more. HAHAA spent too much this month :S. Got to seriously save for the end of year CHILLING trip to thailand, and as well the trip to australia, perth in MARCH !!!! I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT. its just me and my SISTA!!! practically can shop everyday and drink BOOST everyday :D. heeeheee. 

Is it weird that i enjoy school? HAHA and love to head back to school even when there are no lessons. But now i try to stay at home to keep my mother accompanied, so that she cannot shoot me with this statement, that i dont spend enough time in school. 

Oh YESH !  Strlwise is next week, and i am an emcee? SERIOUSLY joke. ahhaa i still cannot believe, but life moves on right. hope i dont make a fool of myself. :S 

Got the most interesting message today, but well hey, thanks for your advice, you sure have taught me much. And i hope that my next one, if there is even one :S will be better :D. Man U vs chelsea tomorrow :D MUST WATCH. till then !

fang!

 Its still in the midst of close people's burday one after another. HEEHEEEE. practically i am broke.
Once Again, HAIRPEEE BURDAY BRUDDER.! HOPE YOU LIKED YOUR "icecream cake" HEEHEEE. 
BEST CAKE EVER!

BURDAY BOY!

His ice cream and Kenneths cake did not come easy, like SERIOUSLY. When i was walking to KAP with DARENNN CHIAA! it started to rain -.- wth right? seriously. After buying the cake and shopping at cold storage, it rained again. With no choice i had to call daddy to fetch me home. 
DADDY TO THE RESCUE! :D  

HAIRPEEE BURDAY JEREMY  YAM ! sorry i cant wish you HAIRPEEE BURDAY ! cause i will not be heading to church today! :( 

I will be heading to Renyi and Sue-ann's wedding later :) . FOOD AGAIN :) talking about food i ate 2 and a half bowls of rice. OMG! and the i have not been execrising at all.  WIN ALREADY. seriously i think i should start my routine of swimming 2 - 3 times a week. CRAP! , or not i may have to worry about my excessive eating disorder, and not execrising at all. 

fang!

You run in my heart just like a tape.

fang!

 I want a pair of birkenstocks :D, cause i wore eliza's and i felt in love with it :) HAHAH. Found a pair i like, haha simple and nice.
 love it :D ! Went to church today, and was late thanks to my mentality that i will reach on time, forgetting that i was going by public transport. Headed to Timmy's house after that to chill, and then to IKEA for meatballs, chicken wings and hotdog will Elissa. We headed back to church there after. Had cell, and we did the most difficult thing, colour. colour a super small circle, about my personality. HAHAA it was difficult, i am serious. 

Sadly i headed home along, waiting for 970 for like practically 30 minutes. Apparently i got PANG SEH-ed by my parents, not knowing that they had dinner plans without me, cause it was Aunty lai wah's burday. So my dad came back being an ass, boosting to me the food he had and being proud of his big stomach -.- bang wall. While pathetic me had an egg, a tomato, glutinous rice for dinner. How sad huh ? Once again i will be left alone for dinner tomorrow. Lets hope my brother will bring me along. I plead you GOR GOR:) you are so handsome. 

I seriously think i need a Nokia cable. My mac can transfer file to my phone via bluetooth, but amazingly it does not do it vice versa. WEIRD huh thats why i need a cable. Maybe David can gives me his. If he even finds it, guys probability of losing things is DAMN high i must say. I am off to find things to do. Oh ya i got to start doing on my Christmas Cards. Seem early, but for my busy timetable i think its just alright:)

Fang! 

 After doing my spiritual gift, i am starting to wonder if its totally true. And maybe how i can actually use it. Anyways i did a burday card for aunty jane, all with paper. It looks "quite" nice, though i actually did not really cut it properly, cause i totally forgot about the invention of a pen knife. Thus i was struggling with it with a pair of scissors. Damn Dumb. i Am all prepared for school, all ready for it to happen. 


A semester with 4 modules and 4 day work week. WOW! i just love it. I have 2 more IS to go :) and i am done with the most insignificant modules done in my life of POLY. HHAHA. Excited for 19 October that i dont know what to wear. HEEHEEE, to look nice with the camera. Going to bring Wolly along to school for first day of semester 2 cam whoring :). I just love school, i just love life now. Its me and God- Centered. Like how it should have been long ago. 

Fang!

 well Regetta'09 is over. I didnt do much, but i guess i am hairpee for the result and the hardwork others have put in. :) Well Done guys, Next year Regetta'10 i will support you guys :) ICT Dragons the champions of 2009. :)

Much have been in my thoughts, i guess i got to really get all this sorted out in my life. But i know one thing for sure, that i am a child of God and i am proud of it and glad to be. Live life for him and not to the earthly things. Let every situation be a test he placed me in. I surely do thank God that he is now my point of strength, and through my situations i can tell who is true, and really see the true colors of myself and of the people around me. I guess what my parents taught me when i was young, that the world will move on even without you. Stop thinking highly of oneself.  My life can be so smooth now and then its because of him and not other things. I am glad that i am back focused in this walk with him. Though there was a price to pay but obviously the price he paid is more.
Well i am going to help mummy with making my favourite cucumber salad, its really good, but the preparation is just too much, and 5kg of cucumber is really alot. I am off for now :)

Fang!
 

 

 Ask myself many times and pondered hard if diploma plus was just a mistake. Was it a mistake to change my mind to do it, after deciding to quit it. It totally wrecked my holidays and my idea of working. My wish of working and totally just disappear in thin air. Like what bertrand and my sister say, i should just scrap that idea. HAHA how great. I have no idea what i am doing in diploma plus. I dont get a shit that is happening and i am practically not listening to the lesson, my body is there but my soul is so not. And been missing lessons due to polytechnic forum, holiday and dragon boat trainings. HAHA Well its the last module, i guess i should just TRY and finish it without a freaking nice, pretty and satisfying grade. OH NO. I will attempt to do my work tomorrow, cause i will be missing friday's lesson. OMG AGAIN. hahaha.

Went out with bertrand today, and dragon boat training was cancelled. It was great just chilling, eating at Carls Jr. My beloved mushroom burger and looking at girls with bertrand. Met 2 church mates today. I am starting to think that the world is small, and not that singapore is small. HHAHA. We starting roaming down the roads of orchard road. Went to orchard Central and checked it out. Had Mos burger Corn Soup :) HAHA was craving for it. And we headed to buy his slippers. HAHAH. Soon after we headed homeeee. :D Home Sweet Home, and i died on bed. Had a great dinner :D and aunty Jane made Pig trotter, i have no idea what it is called in English.

Tomorrow will be Diploma Plus again. ZOMGGG. and then i will be heading to Microsoft. Fang shall attempt to stay focus and do her work :D
BTW i love my new pencil case:D. HAHHA my armani Monkey:) . HHAHA my new friend when i study. :) Shall show his face soon :). and upload on my WONDERFUL EATING AND SHOPPING THERAPY IN HONGKONG:) 

GOODNIGHT:D! fang!

 time flies.12 more days and the china people will be back! :) Did part of my flash today. Still stuck with this huge load of work. OMG! Headed to Marina with Nicola and Dorothea. Thanks babe, for the amusing statement about me being on a train, instead of a bus or a car. HAHA.Had difficulties deciding the place to eat, and as well as getting our way to the MERLION, so change of plans, SINGAPORE FLYER, here we come. 

We looked damn spastic and gay doing the light shots, with passerbys staring with amusement. Just jumping and moving from place to place could really be so breath-taking. I was sweating, I must say Singapore sure is HOTT! Purpose of heading to singapore flyer, is to do the toteboard flash photo. Operation completed:) Proud of us, even though the camera was close to BATTERY FLATTT! 

Headed home after that, and the journey was like 1 hour. if you multiply that by 4. It will be equals to the journey to HongKong. Believe me. 4 Hours seems compared to 20 hours, but it will still be FREAKING long. But this makes my Mac come in handy. For entertainment on flight. When i am in hongkong i will be missing 2 dragonboat training. Instead of being fit, i will be gain hell lot of weight, to excessive eating of the great and glorious food in HongKong. Pardon me, for that period of 4 days 3 nights.

I dread diploma Plus, after i am back its classes again. My dream of getting money during semester breaks can seriously crash and burn, when do i seem to ever have time. HAHA. Well PEEKKTURESS time. and i will be heading off, for my beauty sleep. Hoping and praying that my eyebags will FLY off miraculously. 

After all the hardwork, sweat and fun


Final Master piece:D


Lousy attempt in jumping. SIGH.
 

 yo, i am back from Malaysia Pulai Spring, quite long ago, though. It was a smashing great time there. :) 
Sub team 4! Yes! a place where many friendships were formed and great experience of being a powerpoint editor ONCE AGAIN. Last night was great fun where we took light shots and had Macdonalds. 

Thanks yvonne for writing my BEAUTIFUL name:). we slept around 4am, and joel and i had to wake up at 7am?? OMG. 3 hours of sleep. and we headed back early to SIngapore Polytechnic. The closing ceremony was quite boring to me as i have watched the rehersals for  never ending of times. All in all it was great time with each other :D
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Headed to Botanic Gardens for gathering yesterday! Photos will be up soon :) JOEL !! photos! :D 
Had dragon boat training too and i almost died. so freaking unfit :(. SIGH. 
currently having diploma plus and i am dead bored, not getting a shit. Need to self study tomorrow! ZOMGGGG. 

fang!

 tiring day! Headed to Marina Barrage for Ben and Jerry Chunk Fest. It was not as fantastic and interesting as last year though, maybe cause the interesting factor of it raining was missing. HAHAH. Met classmates at chunk fest, and another two in the MRT, how small can the world be. ZOMG, shocking and thrilling i must say. 
Quite proud of myself that i managed to get to marina barrage on time, with the fact that i left the house at like maybe 1.40 ? and still reach there on time at 2.30. Not like people like timmy who were late for 45 mins ? OMG, and the marina bay mrt aircon DIED on me, so its was suffocating and stuffy:(. 
The icecream was pathetic it was melting though it was being cooled, but i liked the berry sorbet :). Had cell at the first level of the Barrage, but had to head off early to Outram Park mrt for dinner, and i managed to get that. Applause for me once again. Had buffet at something Kings hotel. HAHAH was really super full, and i still agree that i should start execrising. 
Wanted to pack my luggage for Pulai Springs but i am too lazy too, shall do it tomorrow as i have no choice then. Hope it will be fun there, and not much work to do. my fingers are twist! 
Manchester united match at 1230. Oh btw i saw this guy at the hotel wearing this shirt. Support Liverpool, hate Manchester United, Arsenal and chelsea. Seriously give me a break, one of those childish shirts again. HAHA.
elissa and I waiting for LATE people.
 
Hot and Sunny Day!:(

 its 4.50pm and i am waiting for time to tick off and for someone to appear online, cause my heart feels like its going to die. OH NO. Woke up early today at 6 45am.  Flashbacks and memories of oneself getting up to head to school. Reached school at 730am and i met Wen Jie on the bus when heading to school. Whats the probability of bumping into a friend. HAHA. Registration was what i did today, and seeing all the little secondary kids (not that i am that old) did make me smile to see i have finally passed that phase in life. Webcamming someone when i was in the clubhouse slacking. OMG did you know that it did not lag much when i was in school compared to when i am home. OMGOSH. 

Now, i am currently stuck in Singapore Polytechnic Lt18, feeling bored to tears. :( cause i am still lost in this polytechnic forum, but i am sure i realised much things and understood many things. Got to start packing for Polytechnic forum. And i shall go find something to pass my time here. HAHA. cant wait to get home. I AM TIRED HUNGRY and sleepy. Guess what i am craving for CJLMXLB! omg. guess whats that. HAHAH CrystalJadeLaMianXiaoLongBao !. HUNGRYYYYY. 

okay i am off, tooties
fang!

 well today is the third day of polytechnic forum, but its my first day for any poly forum event. Got to know people from different polytechnics. Headed around Singapore doing research, taking photos and interviews. Really tiring i must say, but surely its an experience for me. Travelled to the east, not like i always do. HAHAHA cause its FAR, and i am lazy. My holidays are surely packed to the max, i only have one week of REAL holiday, but i may be going back to malaysia to visit my grandpeeps then, so BYEBYE personal time. This week will be just all polytechnic preforum  and then maybe heading for CHUNK FEST this saturday :)
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ICECREAM :D heehee.
Monday i have to wake up EARLLYYYY to head to Pulau Springs, Johor. Looking at the packing list it included swimming costume. OMG, whats it for. HAHA. Heavy plans for tomorrow, WAKING UP EARLLYYYY again, for Strlwise workshop and then after that head to Clementi Mrt station to meet Sub team 4 peeps for lunch and then head back to Singapore Polytechnic for collation of our work for the past 3 days, and for me its 1 day. HAHA. 

fangfang you have to cheer up and not think too much, it will kill your brain cells, live each day hairpeee :D. 

fang!
 

 I am back to singapore, and its really early in the morning, i doubt i will be up so early on a normal day. 8 days has flashed past rapidly, from happiness to tears and to much ups and downs. But i guess all these will fly away, and someone will be back real soon. Bought quite alot of things from Aussie Land. :) Have to start saving for my next spree in australia again in March. My earstuds and ring has been recieved :). Much to do when i am back with Polytechnic Forum, Diploma Plus and council work. But its okay i am sure all these will be done fast and well and i will still have time to enjoy my holiday though someone is missing. Will have to fill in my planner and note what has to be done, but for now the feeling is real good, no worries, no troubles and no work. HA but just feeling a bit tired. 
Oh Yes before i forgot, i realise the importance of a great internet speed, and i am glad to be in Singapore. Thank God. Shall chill abit more and then head to pack my room and settle all my work. 

fang!